Deadbeats

It was bound to happen one day of course, national exposure, a spread in a major newspaper filled almost entirely with my work.

If ONLY it hadn’t been the fucking Sport…

I’m not sure whether to laugh or cry.

Gx

So, Thomson the Design hits Spanish soil and I get the bastard working on a website redesign in return for Rioja. A few more bells and whistles may appear over the next few days but it’s done for the most part. As well as enhanced prettiness the plan was to build in more features so that our nonsensical blog conversation could be enhanced by well… y’know… proper stuff about books and that. I know, seems funny, but one has to bear in mind that the casual visitor to the site may wish to know a little more about me than the filth that we get up to in the comments sections.

By way of other proper writer stuff, a story of mine — “The Carver” — has been published by Reflections Edge in their November issue.

Their blurb:

“The Carver” is a gentleman, an artisan, re-creating the living as they lie blankly on his tables: with the touch of his hands they break open, or come together, all in the wave of a finger. A vignette comprised of powerful images and strange occurrences.

So there…

Gx

So… yeah… big contract fell through and I am now officially poor. Can’t be specific right now because not everybody involved actually knows so it would be bad protocol but most of you that are aware of my plans of late can probably guess anyway (and that doesn’t mean ’shout out the specifics in the comments section’, my lovely dears, for the reasons outlined above).

So. I’m back to the drawing board as far as a career is concerned through until March when Book Two of LOM offers another cheque in my direction.

All is not lost, there are a few possibilities, a few ideas. What’s that? You want specifics? Oh…

Okay then. I’ve got a really nice kid’s book idea that’s been brewing since I went snorkelling off the coast of my closest town a couple of months back. If one were to take The Water Babies, Stig of the Dump and Amando Ossorio’s Return of the Blind Dead and mix ‘em all up you would be close to the plot that bubbles in my head. My current editor has offered to put me in touch with the children’s editor at S&S so I shall remain foolishly optimistic.

Until the restraining order…

One of the writers I met through working on the LOM book has recently set up their own production company and has promised to have a meeting down the line with a view to me pitching a few scripts. I shall therefore look forward to my TV début (as a writer of course, who can forget my halcyon acting days? Emmerdale, Where the Heart is… Where would the pleasure start?).

Right up until they throw me out of the office for wasting their time…

There still, in fact, seems a degree of enthusiasm for Deadbeat as a piece of Telly, so I look forward to bringing that particular vision to the screen.

Right up until they cast Dick and Dom in the main roles and change the club to a Jelly Bean factory in Leeds. Because they think their demographic would prefer it that way…

Also on the go: the makings of a Giallo story that may be a short novel, a particularly eerie novella called “Last Train Home” and a short story influenced by Lon Chaney, Sr.

A writer’s life, conflicted but never dull.

Gx

So then… FantasyCon.

Yeah. Well all would have been well were it not for the pernicious biological malingerer washed from some soft-drink pump into the unsuspecting gullet of your gentle author.

I missed most of it you see. Hunched fœtal in a hotel room smaller than dimensional physics should allow within the auspices of ‘twin’. I lost the plot sometime late Saturday afternoon, hit suddenly by intense gut-stabbing and nausea (oh yes, all the usual evacuations would follow over the next thirty-six hours have no fear of that; I would be incapable of retaining anything in the darkness that was to follow) and wouldn’t come out of ‘the fug’ of it all properly until 4:00 am Monday morning — five hours before my flight home.

It started well enough though. After a fond farewell to Bruve and the Boys (with a promise to return home extracted under physical duress and the judicious application of a cut-throat razor and a splintering pair of castanets) I flew my EasyJet way to Nottingham East-Midlands, riding out churning turbulence with a copy of The Reckoning by Sarah Pinborough (knowing she’d be at the Con I thought it only fair to finish it before arrival if only so I could rip the piss out of her for it; supportive like that, me). I nearly used it to bludgeon the sundry tossers that kept trying to sell me things during the flight (the trade off with ‘no frills’ it would seem — the fuckers don’t leave you alone: scratch cards, perfume, a Ginsters Pasty for three christing pounds fifty) but decided that tempers may still be thin in these ‘terrorist’ times.

Once down, and safe a taxi ride sees you at The Brittania Hotel in St. James Street. I managed to beat Thompson to it despite the fact that I gave myself what I like to think of as a fair handicap (starting in an entirely different country). Useless girl.

Once Her Ladyship had arrived and we’d checked that the books had been delivered (our stock for the weekend was being shipped by Parcel Force as Thompson was travelling by train) we decided that the only professional thing to do was go and stay in the bar for the rest of the evening — we did spend a while behind the Dealer’s Table at one point, but soon returned as our throats grew dry. Health first.

A splendid night was had in the company of such joyous folk as: Mark Morris (author of Toady from Humdrumming as well as many other superb novels - including Nowhere Near an Angel which I’ve finished since returning and suggest all discerning readers pick up), Pete Crowther (head of PS Publishing and Northern Gent), Graham Joyce, The Aforementioned Pinborough, Tim Lebbon, Steve Gallagher (it says so much that my last contact with this lovely chap was when I sent a picture of an Octogenarian with her tits out to him pretending it was Bruve; I am truly a Man of Letters) Adam L.G. Nevill (Gentleman Perv) and Kevin Mullins (Just Perv).

All was glorious, Humdrumming has a schedule planned for the next year — I believe the only way to strike such deals is with beer in hand — with some of the above names and I was very much on a high come bedtime.

I was also surprisingly sober.

Saturday morning, chipper and filling my face with the usual wilting bacon and cardboard toast that hotels do so well, Lee and I made ourselves ready for a ‘proper’ day of business. We had prepared some nice promotional things for the launch of Toady and Garry Kilworth’s In the Country of Tattooed Men, a sampler that looked like a school exercise book (Starmouth Secondary from the fictional world of Toady) containing short stories by Mark, Garry and myself as well as ‘Horror Club’ badges and a pack of temporary Humdrumming tattoos. They went down extremely well, causing lots of good intentioned jealousy from Pete. The spare packs of these are going to be given away by Shocklines — the prestigious US Horror bookstore.

James Christie came over for a couple of hours, as did Steve Newman (Lee and I were introduced to his new lady; poor woman, she’s probably stopped crying now).

I drank a Coke.

All were quick to remind me how popular my launch speech had been the year before and were fascinated to know if I could match it for this year. No pressure.

The Coke did bad things.

Soft drinks had been off at the bar for awhile, some problem with the pump apparently. The pint I’d downed had been a bit flat, but it was wet and cold and I was too busy or thirsty to care.

I started to sweat.

Lee and I decided that we should get some food before the evening kicked off so we strolled into town, all the while my stomach stabbing and churning. Hopefully, I thought, a bit of food would settle it.

Ten minutes later I was dashing back to the hotel, convinced I was going to throw up in the near future. In the lobby I bumped into Clive Barker — a genuine hero and someone I had a business proposition for but had yet to get him on his own to discuss. Here he was, stepping out the lift. “Hey”, he said, all Trans-Atlantic smiles and approachability. “Hey”, I replied, deciding that throwing-up on a best-selling author is never a way of endearing oneself. Racing up in the lift, swearing at the bastard for being so slow, furious that I’d had my perfect ‘in’ with Barker but was in no fit state to use it. I made it to the room bathroom on time and had my body beaten up from the inside. Muscles straining, twitching, tears in my eyes, abject bloody misery.

All the time keeping my eye on the time as the book launch was in less than an hour.

After a couple of abortive attempts to leave the room I finally got down there with a couple of minutes to spare, apologised to Lee and Mark for the exercise in brevity they were about to hear and — after being introduced as “our insane friends from Humdrumming”; they’ll be calling us bloody ‘zany’ next — managed a few minutes of nonsense involving Mark’s addiction to the lethal by-products of the brewing process found in the outlet pipes of his local Tadcaster breweries and promptly shut up. Bit of an anti-climax for all, really.

I tried to hang around, everyone was grabbing a curry and, hoping that whatever had been wrong with my system was now well and truly out of it, I was determined to have my Saturday night.

An hour later and I’m back in my room for one of the longest, most painful and feverish nights I can remember.

Lee had fun though - he may well flesh out this part of the weekend himself, drinking games and barfly debates — but I remember little of it. Even water made my stomach roll before flooding back out again. It was desperate.

I grabbed a few hours of Sunday. I covered Lee for an hour in the Dealers’ Room while he tried to get over his hangover, met Mark’s family briefly and then vanished back upstairs where I lost consciousness again until the Award Ceremony.

It’s no great surprise that we didn’t win, both Mark and I were nominated (he for the aforementioned Nowhere Near an Angel) but we could see that the competition was harsh and — more to the point — the predictable winner in each of our categories was a ’shoo-in’, so we agreed that we were both silver medallists in the absence of proof to the contrary and clapped in all the right places.

I did manage a brief word with The Lord Barker — covering my fever sweats well, one presumes — which hopefully will lead to something interesting but vanished swiftly back upstairs again.

Knowing I still had to forward my return flight details to Bruve, book a taxi, and sort out various paperwork things with Lee, I was determined not to space out straight away but — worse than ever — I crashed and didn’t resurface until four the following morning feeling the best I had so far.

So, an early morning of planning and much water drinking and before you know it I’m back here in Spain. Back to final deadlines and — I shit you not — some form of bloody cold virus!

Just about had enough now, thank you. Could some kind soul please point to exactly where it was my health went?

Ah well, there’s always Toronto…

Gx

So then my gentle folks, here I am, warmed over by an August Spanish sun; bleached by pool dipping. Still in expatriate limbo right now, tapping this from an internet café in Calpe (south of Valencia, north of Alicante). Tomorrow should see me in my permanent-for-the-next-six-months-or-so residence and a viable office and broadband connection should follow relatively quickly. It’s hot but good, the lizards are well mannered, the beer is cold, and the mountains beautiful. There will be photos aplenty as and when I am in the position to upload them have no fear and I shall do my best to bring a little of the continent to your eyes. The image here comes from Thompson’s Blog, taken during our ‘leaving night’.

Life On Mars approaches completion — it would approach it a lot sooner if some bastard would let Thompson interview Phil Glenister and John Simm! — and the horizon begins to broaden. Deadbeat went and got itself shortlisted for the BFS “Best Novella” award didn’t it? Beating both Simon Clark and any offering from Telos (the company it was originally pitched for) so I’m surprised but pleased. Mark Morris (shortlisted for “Best Novel” with Nowhere Near an Angel) and I have agreed to get mucho drunk in celebration or commiseration come award night.

I fancy writing something big.

Just a random thought that came to me in the pool…

More in a couple of days.

Love to all of you bastards.

Gx

Hot? Oh yes. dabbled around the 40 mark for the entirety of our stay. No air-con at the Travelodge — very little at the Travelodge in fact, except a cheap air of seedy fatalism and a special needs chef who clearly ejaculated in my meal on the first night (something that in most ‘restaurants’ would put one off dining, here though it was a welcome seasoning to what would have otherwise been a decidedly bland meal).

It was a very productive visit though, after a hellish first day of travel and having a head full of editing the Garry Kilworth collection Humdrumming are releasing in a couple of months (it needed finishing so that we could get a proof out to Brian Aldiss who’s writing us a foreword). Most production staff clearly thought that the Life On Mars book was being written by a vague simpleton who had no idea what he was doing — which is not so far from the truth — but come Tuesday morning, I was able to instill a little more faith into proceedings.

Very little actual writing was achieved which is no great surprise — it’s a long day in television, 7:00–7:30 on average — but interviews were had (on the stairs to the prop department lav, in the BBC bar, the annexe of a church… we were varied in location) and many hours of filming were attended, photographed and documented.

I know lots of things about next year that you all don’t! Ha!

And no, I’m not telling. You’ll just have to bloody wait.

Tuesday, and it’s over to Matthew Graham’s (co-creator and main writer) for a steak dinner or maybe a fondue party.

I passed your offer of interior decoration on to Ms. White, HLOF; no doubt she will be in touch (although personally or via solicitor I couldn’t say).

Could everyone join me in wishing aforementioned gentleman a happy birthday by the way? It is to my great embarrassment that I forgot the date…

Sorry old chap, still, no great surprise is it? This is me we’re talking about.

Sigh…

Useless shit.

Gx

Give me that baby, it needs my tongue.

So… yeah! Time for more words I think. Both Humdrumming and Deadbeat have been nominated for an award by the British Fantasy Society (best publisher and novella respectively). Thompson the Design and myself have built a mini-site here to publicize the fact, have a look it’s a bit silly. Tomorrow night we’re in London to kiss babies, press flesh and generally curry votes at the BFS Awards Showcase night. I’ll probably get too drunk and throw up on Christopher Fowler and that’ll be that door firmly closed to me in future.

The Organisation - the bizarre serial I wrote for a nutty Californian company a couple of years ago has returned via the medium of Blog thanks to the kindness of the blog-crazy John Evans (he set it all up then had to pull his network out of it as my naughty words caused issues with his sponsors!). I also feature on another of his blogs (the man earns one hell of a living out of this believe it or not, the network is huge) as it would seem I and the rest of the Humdrummers have been mistaken for a ‘celebrity’.

Ha!!!

It’s [link no longer available - I.A.M.] by the way.

Any assistance in spreading the word on both of these much appreciated of course…

Visiting the set of Life On Mars in a fortnight or so, the lovely Exec. Producer Claire Parker has even secured Lee and I an office to work from! Probably the bloody broom cupboard but the thought’s there.

Work has commenced already - it has to, the book needs to be completed and delivered in under a couple of months.

Jesus…

All go innit?

So how are you all?

Gx

So anyway, as I was saying…

Many times I’ve strayed close to making some sort of post here and yet the sight of three grown men circling in blog logic was so entrancing I hated to interrupt.

But no more.

Been busy. Get over it.

Humdrumming has over forty books scheduled for the next eighteenth months — some of which are allegedly down to me to write which seems both unfair and unrealistic but I’ll try and make it work.

Myself and Thompson The Design are working freelance for Kudos Film & Television producing books based on their shows (Life On Mars and Hustle). The plan is simple: we create them, they flog ‘em to the highest bidder.

We’re also looking at other spin off products: Mugs, Calenders, T-Shirts, Vaginal Douches…

It’s a living.

Oh yes. Really. For I turn full time hack in two months and counting…

Somewhere in there I returned to acting (one show only you’ll be pleased to hear), decided to emigrate and got engaged to the ever patient Debruvio.

Average few months really. Nothing to get excited about.

Okay, filthy assistants, resume your rambling…

Gx

Ho Ho Ho [Repeat ’til Fade]All change. Tomorrow I shall be a ripe and fruity thirty years of age. Send me Frankincense. 2006 is upon us and, while normally I give not a Tinker’s Wank for such New Year musings, this year will be different. This is the year of change, the year of upheaval. Over the next four months or so it is unquestionable that I will have relocated, sold the ‘nine-to-five’ business that has covered my back when the real world won’t take good reviews for payment, and started on a track that will make my life by this time next year somewhat unrecognisable. This is daunting. This is the stuff upon which arse shattering fear is built. However, it must and shall be done.

Book-wise, this is the year of whoring the words upon an undemanding public. More Than This in particular has emerged as a book that I am finally immensely proud of and one that I’m content to ram down the throat of anyone who’ll help me make a noise about it. Time to start shouting a little.

Still to come are the second and third in the “Deadbeat” series (Dogs of Waugh and Old Bones respectively), my book on playing Holmes — I’m holding off on that until I have a satisfactory way of launching it, I have plans but thus far that’s all they are — and a collection of short stories.

Because I can.

Hmm… Best get on with it then hadn’t I?

Happy New Thing. Enjoy breaking every damn one of your resolutions.

Gx

Urrrrggggghhhh…..!

More Than This launch: Four Days and counting.

I am occupying myself constructively and mentally preparing for the daunting business of The Flogging of the Books.

Bring me oiled fruit.

Gx